9 Days....

Nerves are setting in.

Last night I thought about the fact that I am going under, and may not wake up. That is pretty scary.

I have to pay the $4200 to the surgeonon Monday, and I go for the pre op on Tuesday, so pray that that goes well. It is all real now.

I wonder if I should take my lap top. Mmmmm? Will I feel well enough to use the computer? It is only key hole surgery, so I should feel pretty normal by day two.